Monday, November 24, 2003: Emotionally Paranoid

Everyone around me
is less than sincere.
They are all saying things
that i can barely hear.
Talking to each other,
talk amongst yourselves
Secrets and lies about me,
Things i'll never tell.
You say that you love me,
but this cannot be true
cause everyday you hurt me
it hurts me, them and you
And someday you will listen
one day you'll understand
that these things that i am thinking
they aren't so very bad.

I know that i am wrong here
and less and less i care
Cause, being wrong is fair here
It means i don't have to share.

*unfinished*